|What I forgot at home today:||house key and school locker key|
|Today’s meds:||Ritalin, 54 mg extended release, 10am|
|Sleep:||12:45am – 8:27am (7.75 hours)|
|Work plans:||4 hours CivPro, 4 hours ORM: 8 hours total|
|Actual work:||3 hours CivPro, 2.5 hours ORM: 5.5 hours total|
|Other obligations:||housing, 1 hour|
|Wasted time:||talked with a fellow student for about 20 minutes about nothing|
|Songs stuck in my head:||none|
Today was Veterans’ Day. It’s a sad reminder for me of the biggest failure of my life, which was not getting into the military. I don’t want to fail in graduate school – for the first time, someone else is depending on me, and I can’t quit with all of this debt.
It was otherwise a good day. I was exceptionally focused for the afternoon, but DM was a struggle. I caught myself leaving the conversation three times. There were several questions the professor posed to the class that I completely missed, but I’m confident I grasped the fundamentals of the lecture, which was the nuanced interaction of these two specific Federal Rules, and generally how to read and think through Rules that reference other Rules by way of reference. It reminded me of Object Oriented Programing, and how if one script calls another in a way it was not designed for, there are plenty of instances where an error is returned. But this isn’t a computer, it’s the United States judicial system.